Friday, January 23, 2009

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Return of the Falcon

Well my triumphant return to MVNU was beautiful. It felt great to come back to MVNU, to be around ppl i haven't seen in forever, and to be shown so much love. I'm glad I had the chance to fellowship with great friends, the warm embraces, and just being able to see everyone face 2 face rather than over text or facebook messages.

It has been a tough year for everyone, but it has been a year that God has taken each one of us and has molded us to be stronger, better, for Him. I thank God for your struggles and for mine because He is using this struggles, despite pressure from the enemy, to refine us to, to draw us closer to Him, to humble to a point of just reliance on God.

But back to my visit, nothing was funnier than going to make some tea, and I walked passed Wendi w/o her knowing it was me, and then I came up to her and asked if Student Dev. had honey, she looked up and was like "WHOA". Many people recognized my voice, and others saw me from a distance and ran up to me, and gave me a huge hug.

There is nothing like that feeling, a feeling that ppl love you and truly missed you. I couldn't have expected anything better than being treated like someone who was treasured and meant a lot to so many ppl. I am just in awe of how God has used others to show me love, show me that I am not alone in this world.

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Friday, January 16, 2009

When you love someone, you love them through the heartbreaks and the scars. when those heartbreaks and scars become idols, you love that person through their idolatry. i fell in love with a girl, who is worth so much more than she will ever know. men have broken her heart and recently, she has seen two of her best male friends break her heart. though i plead "not guilty", you will beg to differ. it comes a point when you refuse to take blame for something that was out of your hands, and you have to call people out on their idolatry. not to get on your own self-righteous soapbox, but to remind the of God. my new hebrew name is Zechariah, which means "YHWH has remembered", but I want to believe that this name means, "remember YHWH". i love her, not in a romantic sense, but i love her in a way that makes me value her friendship and fellowship. it hurts that she hates me, or wants to inflict physical pain on me, but if she wants to destroy our friendship of 2 1/2 years, i must honor her decision, but no matter what i will undoubtedly love her to the bitter end. but no matter if she hates me forever or not, but i hope that in my reaction to her or how i live my life will compel her and others to remember YHWH.








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